eudio cuddlr / inbox (cw offensive language, toxic masculinity, edgelord deathy stuff)

[pillz]

INBOX

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feel free to put texts, audio, video, whatever IC communiques would go here.


CUDDLR

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JOSEPH KAVINSKY (18) want 2 see my dragon ;) cars (to race), dubstep, drinks, pussy, pyrotechnics. the cock may apply. dope is ok. go fast and leave no regrets. keep your sense of fucking humor. i like to entertain anything else u want i can get

JOSEPH KAVINSKY (19) who gives a fuck

JOSEPH KAVINSKY (20) dream thief, like the fingie tats say. single again. still a cunt. if u dont like how i talk, i can do other things. lovely singing voice. know my way around a gear shift & a sweet engine. fact of life: goin fast doesn't kill you, it's the sudden stop at the end & i do not fucking stop. this rate, im gonna live to be 100 yo fat balding, salads w beer 4 breakfast, covered in liverspotted wife. worse fuckin fates, baby

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YES
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NO
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Comments

[siaw]

no
asshole

i'm looking to understand the single greatest experience of my life

and why it had to be taken away from me

[calm down satan]

1/2

[pillz]

[if satan had chill he wouldn't be satan, caleb !!]

youre a weird fuckin kid. and im setting the bar pretty high personally
near mass murderer and all that shit.

2/2

[pillz]

[after enough angst and melodrama, even a compulsive liar eventually comes to recognize the truth.]

i hate u. dont take it personally, kittentits
i hate everybody

[siaw]

[There's a lengthy pause on Caleb's end, too, because once again he's reminded of his family. No surprise there - they're just about his only reference when it comes to social interactions. That and a cult that worshiped the Holt twins. And the people who wanted to screw them. Welp.]

my mother tried to kill me and my brother before we were even born
then she tried to hurt us when we were babies
a lot
she hated us that much

but that eventually turned into something else
something just as strong
like how fire destroys at first, but it also cleanses
you know?

that's what i felt when i saw what you did
nothing made me feel like i could get hurt or killed before
i think i was scared

i want more

[And now that all that freaky deaky stuff is out...]

also, i prefer dogs over kittens

[pillz]

[this is a new level of freaky deaky, even for kavinsky. it comes into incredibly sharp focus now, that caleb had never told him anything about himself before, despite the poking and prying.

the timing is fucking weird. as if caleb had determined, based on his shitty demeanor and aggressive questions, that kavinsky was a dangerous person who you should not tell any of your personal details to. he'd been correct of course-- see exhibit a: joe macmillan. but now, in light of having been terrorized by a fire dragon, caleb decided--

he's less dangerous? so it's fucking sharing time?

what the actual fuck. kavinsky may be out of his mind, but even he can tell that this is not a normal train of thinking.

it is also incidentally the most spectacularly bizarre event of the few days, which is probably why kavinsky doesn't stop responding. that, and he tends to be the ignoree in text conversations, less the ignorer.]

they took my dreaming
they nearly kicked my ass out of the city
and u
my dear sweet doggytits
want me 2 kill u
bcuz freudian urge 2 finish in ur insane mother
is that it, did i summarize tihs shit correctly

[siaw]

idk
i dont think thats it
I just wanna feel like that again
I cant be killed
So im never afraid of dying
Its new

[pillz]

well shit
iam so fucking sorry
to disappotin you but i cant do it anymore. you're going ot have 2 fnd somone else to gi ve you your fucked up batshit cult bait thrlills/
if u need references i can check ym ltiel black boo k

[siaw]

Am I?
they won't be gone forever
besides
you still want to, don't you?

[pillz]

[won't they be gone forever? that actually stops kavinsky long enough to recuperate some of his typing skills, which diminish proportionate to the amount of subjective angst he's experiencing.]

want to what the fuck you vaguing at now holt

[siaw]

hate me
hurt me
idk
whatever it took for you to make that thing

[pillz]

i got no plan 2 get kicked out of u.d.o., asshole
if this is u comin after me you should try for some fuckin subtlety

[suspicious.

but it's not a no.]

[siaw]

[There's a long pause.]

i could come find you
after we both get our incentives
back in your world
when you get your powers back

[pillz]

[could he? that's intriguing. impossibly strange. nobody talks like that, not even in eudio.]

im not there anymore.
am i breakin ur queer puppy heart
not my intention. it true.

what did u ask for. ur incentive

[siaw]

i asked it for me and my brother
we'll be able to go anywhere
in our world, in other worlds
any point in time
that's what i asked for
it's a big one
so i'll be here a while

where are you going?

[pillz]

im either dead or 2 different to get u off of a burning hatefuck is wat u lookin for
i dunno
did it hurt u

2/2 cw anti-semitism

[pillz]

that's a good incentive
beginning 2 feel like i got jewed